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I fall, is snowing, is cool, I'm in some pain but is manageable, I'm able to move the snowmobile from top of me, I feel water going inside my suit.

I'm in fear.

I see the situation and decide that is nothing I can do, the snowmobile is too heavy.

I start trying to get my way out of the river and I feel some pain in my lower back, all I can do is hope that is nothing more than the hit.

I'm able to move in the snow and get back to the track that I was following before I lose control.

I see in the distance the guide coming back for me. He see me and ask I'm ok, at this point I'm not sure, the pain is there.

I explained what happened and that I'm ok just a little pain but nothing to crazy.

I can feel that he is concerned about my health but I'm concerned about the snowmobile, things that happens when is more important how much you gonna spend instead of your own health.

I decide to go back to the cabin and try to dry my self.

I'm tired, scared, in pain, I don't have any communication with my group, and each minutes the snow falling is more and more.

I find a place near the fire remove the snow suit and take off my sweater.

I set my self in a little couch and try to stop thinking a out how much the snowmobile is gonna cost me, I'm not concerned about my health and the pain in my lower back.

I see My wife get back with the guide, she is concerned but I'm general I'm ok, just in pain.

I watch The guide leave, leaving us in the cabin to wait for the group to finish their route.

I hear My wife complaining because we stay back instead of going back with the group, I feel guilty, I feel sad, I feel fear and I feel pain.